Its not a secret

Dear Eric,
Its me again, I wanted to tell you how much I love you and miss you everyday.

I think the one thing that keeps me a bit sane is knowing that you are looking down on me.
I feel your energy and your spirit, I can sense you sending me messages especially when I dream of you, I  pray that you are in a safe place with out any pain.

I miss you're creativity & sense of humor the most, you always 'got' every joke. I appreciate it now more then ever,I now notice how little humor there is in the world, and little respect.

Eric, you are so unique, no one can ever measure up, every day of the year, my loss is the worlds loss.
It's not a secret that you will always be my big brother, and that I love you xo your sister, Jeannie